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രാവിലെ സൂര്യപ്രകാശം ജനാലയിലൂടെ മുഖത്ത്  പതിച്ചപ്പോള്‍ നീതു ഉണര്‍ന്നു .അമ്മ മുറിയിലില്ല ,മേശവിരിപ്പ് തുറന്ന ടാബ്ലെറ്റ് രണ്ടും പുറത്ത്  വെച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു . Hcp ¥mkv shffw IqsS AhnsS sh¡m-dp-f-f-XmWv. F´p ]än? hmXn-ensâ ASp¯v, aqebv¡v Ian-gv¯n-sh-¨n-cn-¡p¶ hm«ÀIym-\n Pe-\n-c¸v ASn hsc F¯n-bn-cn-¡p-¶p. Xncnªp `n¯n¡p t\sc InS-¶-t¸mÄ tZlw thZ-\n-¨p. AhÄ Xe-b-\-¡msX Npänepw It®m-Sn¨p t\m¡n. sjÂ^nsâ he-Xp-`m-K¯v, BWn-bn Xq¡n-bn-«n-cp¶ Ie-­À Xmsg hoWp InS-¡p-¶p. `n¯nbn shfn¨w \ng Nn{X-§sf hc-bv¡p-I-bm-Wv. a\-Ên \oe-¡p-¶p-IÄ Hmtcm-¶mbn sXfn-ªp.... Ip-¶p-IÄ¡v \oe-\n-d-anÃ! icn-bm-Wv. ]s£ Hcp]mSp Zqscþ Bcpw sNs¶-¯m¯ \mSp-I-fn-se-hn-sS-tbm... 

    A½ shffw sIm­p h¶p. Sm_veäv hngp-§m³ Ct¸mgpw {]bm-k-am-Wv. ¥mkv ssI¿n-se-Sp-¡p-t¼mÄ, Sm_veäv sXm­-bn Ip-Sp-§n-¡n-S-¡p-¶Xv HmÀ½ hcpw.

" A¸p-ds¯ apdoev \nd-¨mÄ¡m-cmWv", A½ Ie-­À FSp¯v ho­pw sIm-fp-¯n-bn-«p. sXm«-Sp¯ apdn-bn Hcp hb-Êmb a\p-jy-\mWv InS-¡p-¶-Xv. C¶-sebpw, Abm-fpsS \of-¯n-epff izmkw hen tI«n-cp-¶p. acnt¨m? acn-¨m aXn-bm-bn-cp-¶p.

    Idp¯ ]pdw-N-«-bn AcnIp hn­p Iodnb thZ-]p-kvX-Iw-þ tai-¸p-ds¯ acp-¶p-Ip-¸n-IÄ¡n-S-bn \n¶v AhÄ s]m¡n-sb-Sp¯v \qän-C-cp-]-¯n-sbm-¶m-a-s¯ k¦oÀ¯\w "Rms\sâ I®v ]ÀÆ-X-§-fn-te-¡p-bpÀ¯p¶p; Fsâ klmbw FhnsS \n¶p hcpw?" ImgvN-bpsS koa-bn ]ÀÆ-X-§-fpsS \o­ \nc, \oe \nd-¯n hym]n-¡p-¶p. sNdp-¸-¯n Ft¸mtgm I­ Nn{X-am-W-Xv. \oe-¡p-¶p-I-fpsS Xmgvhmc¯,v Hcp XSm-I-¡-c-bnÂ, Ip¶p-I-fn-te¡v t\m¡n, Im¯p \n¡p¶ s]¬Ip-«n. HmÀ½-I-fpsS Bcw`w Fhn-sS-bm-sW-¶v Nn´n¨v HSp-hnÂ, AhÄ AhnsS F¯m-dp-­v. ]s£þ GXmWv B Øew? Bsc-bmWv Im¯p \n¶Xv? Adn-bn-Ã. 

    hcm-´-bn-eqsS Btcm Ahsf t\m¡n-s¡m­v \S¶p t]mbn. "B hmXn-sem¶v AS-bv¡t½". AhÄ I®p-sh-«n-¨p. Ab-bn InS-¶n-cp¶ XpWn, \\¨p ]ngnªv A½ Ah-fpsS apJw XpS-bv¡p-¶p. ]­v I®m-Sn-bpsS ap¶n \ndp¯n apSn NoIn-¯-cp-t¼mÄ A½ tNmZn-¡m-dp-­m-bn-cp-¶p. "\n\-¡n{X \à I®p-IÄ Fhn-Sp¶p In«n?" At¸m-g-hÄ, Ipd¨v Al-¦m-c-t¯msS, Xe Hcp hi-t¯¡v sNcn¨v kzbw t\m¡n-\n¡pw. 

"DtÆm? A{Xbv¡v \Ã-XmtWm?"

sjÂ^n-se, XpWn-IÄ¡nS-bn sh¨n-cp¶ sNdnb s]«n-bn \n¶v {Iosa-Sp¯v A½ apJ¯v ]pc-«n-s¡m-Sp-¯p.

"CsX-´mZv"

"Hm... C¶se Btcm h¶¸w X¶Xm"

"F\n¡p th­" AhÄ apJw Xncn-¨p.

"Rm³ kpµ-cn-b-Ã-t½, ]ns¶-sb-´n\m shdpsX" AXv, ]s£, AhÄ ]d-ªn-Ã. a\-Ên asämcp i_vZw hm¡p-Isf apdn-¨p. H³]Xmw ¢mknse, {_u¬ t]¸-dn s]mXn-ªv, sktÃmtS¸p-sIm­v H«n¨ Cw¥ojv ]mT-]p-kvXIw HmÀ½-bn h¶p. AXnsâ aq¶m-as¯ Nm]v-ä-dnsâ Ah-km\ Xmfp-I-fn-emWv; W.B Yeats sâ IhnX "The lake isle of inisfree" Ahn-sS-bmtWm \oe¡p-¶p-I-fpsS Xmgvhc? Bcp-a-dn-bm¯, Hä-s¸«, GtXm Zzo]p-I-fnÂ. As¶ms¡ X\nsb ho«n-en-cn-¡p-t¼mÄ, XSm-I-¯n-eqsS tXmWn Xpg-bp-¶-Xmbn k¦Â]n-¡m-dp-­v. At¸mÄ I«n tXmWn-bmhpw. Xd apgp-h³ Bg-ap-ff XSmIw. Hmf-§-fn Nm©mSns¡m­v A§-s\....

    P\m-ebv¡v ]pd¯p \n¶v, Bcp-sStbm D¨-¯n-ep-ff kwkmcw tIÄ¡mw. AhnsS Bip-]-{Xn-bpsS \mem-as¯ \ne-bpsS ]Wn \S-¶p-sIm-­n-cn-¡p-¶p. shbn-en\p ImTn\yw IqSp-t¼mÄ ]Wn-¡mÀ hn{i-an-¡m³, Xmsg-bp-ff henb amhnsâ Nph-«n sN¶n-cn-¡pw, Ah-cm-Wv. tUmIvSÀ h¶n-«v, ]cn-tim-[\ Ignªv Xncn¨p t]mbn. C©-£\pw acp¶pw tcJ-s¸-Sp-¯nb Ipdn¸v I«n-en\p ]n¶nse shfp¯ t_mÀUn H«n¨p h¨n-cn¡p-¶p. " B.A ]Tn-¡phmbncp-¶p, AtÃ" Xebv¡p apI-fn \n¶v, {Sn¸n-Sp¶ Ip¸n amän ]pXn-bXnSp-¶-Xn-\n-S-bnÂ, t\gvkv A{]-Xo-£n-X-ambn tNmZn-¨p. 

"AsX."

a{Zm-kn-te¡v h­n Ib-dp-t¼mÄ a\-Ên \à \nÝ-b-am-bncp¶p.... HSp-hnÂ, \ne¡p¶p-Isf I­p-]n-Sn-¡p-sa-¶v. tImtf-Pn sh¨v ]cn-N-b-s¸« ssN\-¡m-cn-tbmSv, Gsd aSn-¨m-sW-¦nepw tNmZn-¨p. Have you heard of this blue hills? Is these anything like? AhÀ ]mhw, hm s]mfn¨p \n¶p t]mbn. ]n¶oSv Hmtcm bm{X-bnepw Nn´n-¨n-cp-¶p, hgn-sXän Adn-bm¯ \mSp-I-fn-eqsS k©-cn¨v Ah-km\w ho­pw B XSmI-¡-c-bn F¯n-t¨cpw. 

    Hcp sshIp-t¶cw, ado\m _o¨n-eqsS \S¡pIbm-bn-cp-¶p. aW-en Imep-d-bv¡p-¶n-Ã. I®n XSm-I-¯nse Pew Hmfw sh«p-¶p. Imgv¨-IÄ a§n, hgn-bn-sem-cn-S¯v Xe-Npän hoWp. ]ns¶, sN¡-¸v, A\m-en-kn-kv, Hm¸-td-j³, Iotam-sX-dm-¸n. A§s\ ]pXnb Hcp-]mSv hm¡p-IÄ ]Tn-¨p. "C\nbpw F{X\mÄ?" Xe-t¨m-dn-\p-f-fn \mUn-IÄ henªp thÀs]-Sp¶ cm{Xn-IÄ¡ptijw, thZ-\bpw Dd-¡hpw IeÀ¶ Be-ky-¯n \n¶pw DW-cp-t¼mÄ AhÄ ssZh-t¯mSv ]cm-Xn-s¸-Sm-dp­v; F¶n«pw, acWw apdn-thÂ]n¨p aS-§n-t¸m-Ip-t¼mgpw, AhÄ Pohn-Xs¯ Xf-fn-¸-d-ªn-cp-¶n-Ã. \jvS-§-fp-­v, ]s£ AXn\pw D]-cn-bmbn Pohn-X-¯n\v asämcp AÀ°w AhÄ Xncn-¨-dn-ªn-cn-¡p-¶p. a\-Ên-te-¡v, Hcp IhnX ]q¯ kpKÔw, Imän-s\m¸w hcp-¶-Xmbn Ah-f-dn-ªp. FgpXn ]Ip-Xn-bmb ]pkvX-I-¯nsâ, ]pXn-b-Xm-fn t]\ Ip¯n-¸n-Sn¨v hcn-Isf HmÀs¯-Sp-¯p. 

    "AhnsS, Fsâ \mY³ aÀ±n-X-\mbn InS-¶p.

    Rms\-dnª IÃp-I-Ä Npäpw NnX-dn-bn-cp¶p

    apJw Xncn¨v Rm³ \S-¶-I-e-th...

    Fs¶ ]pd-In \n¶v hnfn-¨-sX-´n-\mWv?

    Agp¡p ]pc­ Fsâ Imep-IÄ

    ho­pw IgpInbsX´n-\mWv?...."

    AIse \n¶pw ]¨-ssS-ep-IÄ ]mInb hcm-´-bpsS ssIh-cn-I-fn Xtem-Sn-s¡m-­v, Aѳ \S¶p hcp-¶p. A½ hmXn Xpd-¶n-«v, ]m{X-§-f-S¨v Iq«n-em¡n ho«n-te¡v t]mbn. Aѳ {]k-¶-h-Z-\\mbn AI¯p h¶p. at\m-ca ]{Xw \Spsh aS¡n ssI¿n sh¨n-cp-¶p. Hcp sI«v ]pkvX-I§Ä AbmÄ k©n-bn \ns¶-Sp¯v I«n-en-te¡v IpS-ªn-«p. Philip Yancy, John Mc Arthur, Ravi Zacharias, C.S Lewis........A§s\ \ofp¶p. I«n-en-\-Sp-¯v, dqapw hmÀUpw Nph¶ ajn-bnÂ, AS-bm-f-s¸-Sp-¯nb ac-¡-tk-c-bn-te¡v Nmcn-bn-cn-¡p-t¼mÄ Aѳ tNmZn-¨p. 

    "F´mtSm, Djm-dtÃ?"

AhÄ Nncn-¨p.

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    A½ XpWn-IÄ aS¡nsbSp-¯p. Aѳ P\-ensâ Agn-I-fn ]nSn¨v ]pd-t¯¡v t\m¡n, \ne \nd-¯n BImiw þA-bmÄ¡p apI-fn ]c¶p InS-¶p.

    \oXp XSm-I-¯nsâ Ic-bn Im¯n-cn-¡-bm-Wv. AIse \n¶p tXmWn ASp¯p hcp-¶p. tXmWn-¡m-c³ AhÄ¡p t\sc ssI \o«n, Icw ]nSn¨v AhÄ tXmWn-bn Ibdn Ccp-¶p. ap¼n \oe-Ip-¶nsâ \nc-IÄ Xnf-§p-¶p. AhÀ \Sp-hn-se-¯n-b-t¸mÄ, Ahsâ ssI¿nse apdn-hn \n¶pw cà-¯p-f-fn-IÄ Cäp-ho-gp-¶p..... AhÄ I­p. Pe-¯nse sNdnb Hmf-§-fn Ah Hmtcm-¶mbn ebn¨p tNcp-¶p. A¡sc, AhÄ tXmWn-bn-d§n \S¶p. AÂ]-Zqcw sN¶n«v Xncnªp t\m¡n. XncnsI sN¶v Ahsâ Im¡ hoWp Ic-ªp. 

AhÀ Xpgªp h¶ XSm-Iw, B a\p-jysâ cà-am-bn-cp-¶p...... 
                                                
                                                           (ssSäkv)

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